By:
Christine McFarlane
Every accomplishment
starts with the decision to try. I believe that this goes for everything you
try in life. Whether that is wanting to get more fit, incorporate more fun into
your life or doing something that you normally wouldn't do. For me, getting
more active after the winter months can be a bit difficult, especially when I
struggle with depression and getting myself out of a particular mode that has
had me in hibernation. (ah the bear spirit is speaking to me right now!)
As the
weather gets warmer, and I see the sun shine more, and witness more and
more people putting away their heavy winter coats and boots, and pulling out
their windbreakers and running shoes, a little voice inside my head says “it is
time for me to get fit too.”
Getting
fit is important but it is not just about feeling well physically. For me it
also means feeling emotionally, mentally and spiritually balanced and it
involves incorporating an attitude and lifestyle that helps me to feel good
about myself in every way possible.
Keeping
myself fit means that I have to make a point of paying attention to how I am
feeling in every way, and incorporating a routine into my daily life that helps
me to stay focused. That means eating regularly, getting outside more, walking,
journaling and/or drawing and painting and getting together with friends even
if my mood dictates otherwise. I have to do what works for me.
As an
individual in recovery from eating disorders, I sometimes worry about overdoing
things and possibly relapsing. I think about this because it is very easy for
me to put food aside when I am feeling stressed, and not feel like eating. I
have to be consciously aware that if I don't make time for eating, my overall
sense of well being can be put off kilter. Getting balance back can also be
quite trying, work that I can find myself beating myself up for.
I'm
learning when it comes to getting fit in every way possible that I must
incorporate the following into my life
- setting my alarm in the mornings and getting up instead of staying in bed and sleeping
- going for walks, getting off public transit a stop or two early and walking the rest of the way to my destination
- writing- getting my journal out and writing, even if I don't feel like it
- calling friends, answering the phone even when I feel like ignoring it
- taking breaks when I need to, and doing things I would not normally do
Getting
myself fit and active involves many steps but I am learning that it does not
always have to be difficult. In recovery, you learn about letting things go and
going with the flow. I hope that with my continued work, I will learn to keep
going with the flow and live my life to the fullest, and have a smile on my
face instead of a frown.
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